How Lng was dat??

Ok so wat i did 2day? Ermmm.. Went to mit BOB. I guess its been quite awhile since e last time ive met him. Nothing has changed much. He's still ermm big. Hehe. But i guess one thing tat felt different was tat its not like how we used to joke n tok. Dere was sme awkward silence mayb cos its been few mths since we last mit. N i guess he was bz w werk n im bz w studies so we kinda lost contact. E meet up was great though. like ive mention was awkward but afterawhile it seems as though we're back to normal. Ike b4. Well gud luck to him n his band n wat evr he's doin.
Till we mit again...
Tatatititutu..

A GOLDFISH tat turn into a PAKCIK

RAHMAT A.K.
As the name suggests, tis post is gonna b abt him. Yup onli him. Dedicated to my dear fren. :D So how do i get to noe him. Thru Tagged. Well at 1st im actually veri sceptical abt tis guy. Like i dun evn noe u, how can i trust u n all. N besides how do i noe im talkin to a person not sme chikopek. Wah tinking abt chikopek ive met some. Haha. Ok starting to digress now. So rahmat turned out to b nice. Glad dat i can click w him e 1st tyme we chat. Haha. He seems nice, tat was my initially response. I guess he's my MSN buddy back den when im still werkin. Yup, at least ive him to accompany me thru all thse gruelling hours of OT. Kudos to him for not asking my no. on e 1st chat cos if he did, hah i will nvr give. Tats jus me. Heeee.

Ok so its been abt a yr of frenship. Do i noe him tat well?? ermm i guess dere's jus certain things tat i might not noe n jus things tat shld not be told rite. But i do noe tat he has certain antics like
- he'll take 4eva to bathe n siap.
- he'll owaes fall asleep whn e clock stike 1 plus
- he'll nvr say he's sleepy n continue msging evn whn i noe u do!!
- he's shy but not veri lah :D
- his laughter hor sounded like spongebob, heheh
- he' not very tall
- he can b lazy esp whn it cmes to e subject of exercise

BUT APART FROM ALL THAT, he's the nicest guy ive met. Like reli. Guess i will nvr trade my goldfish for ariwana. Even if he's overfed, even if he refuse to lift up any "weights" n even if he's laughter does remind me of e yellow sponge.

COS he's a nice guy n he shld noe tat.
Oh ya, n rahmat i do tink tat ure a bit shy whn it cmes to gerls.
Dun b OK. Cos hor we dont bite. :P

Hmm, so will tis frenship lasts??
Well who noes, i dun he dun. No one does. We shall wait n c.
GOLDFISH/PAKCIK/RAHMAT ABD KARIM :D

ROTTING n DYING A SLOW DEATH

omgggggggg..... "you listen to tat bitch!!" jus being random. A phrase my sis luv to use. So irritating. haha. But not as annoying as today!! yes today!! m feeling damn bored!! dere's noting to do at hme aprt frm rotting on the couch. I cant go on my binging spree which i luv to do. Arrrgghhh n im havin a bad, ok lah not so bad headache. Can tis day get any worse??!! Oh ya n while im typing im actually trying to hold my "laosai" jus oh so lazy to walk. Ya i felt like a pig!! *oinks oinks*

shall b back ltr.. mayb perhaps
oh ya, i wanna noe smething!!!
arghhh I RELI WANNA NOE!!

Am i wrg??

I LOVE 2 talk but not write as writing will limit n restrict any true emotion. Writing = lies. Agree?? Well everyone is subjected to his/her own opinion. Im not good in writing nor am i good in expressing but when i do i try to do it subtly. Mayb cos i dun wanna ppl to noe e truth. Mayb cos i find it hard to trust anyone w anything. Trust to me is important tats why only thse tat im clse w i allow myself to be me. The true me. Its not that im being hypocritical or fake but tats just me. Simply sheila. Y you may ask?? Tats a qn even i cant ans. Its a pity isnt it to b living for 19 yrs of my life n yet unable to understand who i am as a person. But tat besides e point.

Ytsd someone ask me "wats ur definition of LOVE?"
im like ermmmm.. it took me 5 mins to ans tat..
n my ans was " LOVE is FAMILY, LIKE is GUY"
pathetic?? yup i noe. How can you ever define wat LOVE is. Wat gives you e rite to label LOVE.
Well wat is L.O.V.E??

LOVE IS SINCERITY.. period.

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